hello hello! i admit that i'm such a loser cos i actually recalled my password only now! but too late, so bye blogger and hello to my new livejournal.
Monday, November 26, 2007
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
halfway through a's with 10 more days and 2 more subjects to go....
had high fever and was vomiting like the day before gp paper... went to the clinic and had to wait for like 2 hours and mind you, its a pte clinic la and my consultation with the doc only lasted 5mins. scam.
felt like crap throughout gp and the seating arrangement was fcked up. i was sitting right by the front door and the smelly bin and the invigilators were so distracting walking in and out and talked somemore. so screwed. what if i fail gp, there's nowhere i can go la.. AND MATH. @#$!@#$!@#$ cpx no.! nvm. shall not rant anymore.. i feel like crying, shouting and pulling my hair. had never felt so frustrated and disappointed with myself. geog was ok BUT not a single thing that i expected came out. tell me about it...
was thinking about the past, how i was carried through the exam periods by Him. guess i've forgotten how to TRUST or maybe i'm a forsaken child. i dont know, i just feel so discouraged and hopeless now. gosh, how to survive?!?! i'll prolly be in depression state after this whole episode.
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Monday, October 22, 2007
not only will i not do well for A's, i'll become bald too. argghhhhh!
excessive hair loss, excessive caffeine intake, heavy head, flabby arms and thighs, humongous zits, huge eye bags and the list goes on... i really hope this will end soon but at the same time i wish i have more time to soak up all the information and equations that i need to. ironic! seriously, i can go and eat my shit.
and as if things are not bad enough, that person has to bark and bark. i don't know what's the freaking problem with her but she's the most selfish and ungrateful person i've ever seen. life sucks when you have to live with this kind of person, but what can i do... damn it.
Monday, October 22, 2007
Saturday, October 06, 2007
got back all my results for prelims alr. its really wtheck loh... i put in so much effort for chem but i ended up in the same state as mids, why must it always be the MCQ!?!?! crap la. and and its damn ridiculous for me to pass geog when i didnt know a single shit about mass movement la..
anyway, something that mr don't-quote-me said during lesson the other day.. made me wanna cry. =(
"no one in this class deserve to fail econs for A's"
i quoted him yet again, hope he doesn't find out. HAHA. back to mugggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.
Saturday, October 06, 2007
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
sg should seriously have a 'one dog policy' alike to that of china's 'one child'
it's slogan should go like this, " one dog is enough, two is a chore. have two only if you can afford it and your family is fine with it"
i don't know what's the big fuss about it. a big WHATEVER to you ok. i think that was like the nicest way (it's true) i had ever talked to a person before and she doesn't appreciate it, forget it then. BAH!
now i totally understand the real meaning of the famous chinese saying : 人 不如 狗 (means a human's worth is far lesser than an animal or more specifically in this context, refers to a dog)
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Sunday, September 16, 2007
UNproductive mugging session with bff today! =( bitched and bitched at holland v starbucks when we were supposed to study.. shit la! i feel damn guilty now and i swear i'm not going to sleep today! (like i can survive...)
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Saturday, September 15, 2007
4 more papers to go!
i am very upset with myself.. i experienced what is considered to be the worst thing that could happen to a student during an examination. i blanked out during econs paper. WTH. arghh. AND i'm not even confident of passing any papers at all, THAT'S IT. there goes my future cos no local uni is gonna accept me and i'll prolly become a saleswoman/cleaner/factory worker/.../ after i graduate. WAIT, maybe i will not be able to receive the school leaving cert in the first place cos i'll retain!
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Sunday, September 09, 2007
wah. someone famous already loh.....
prelims starts tmr. shit =(
Sunday, September 09, 2007
Saturday, August 18, 2007
surprise surprise!
prom's on 28th nov.
guess where?
SCHOOL!
quotes junjun "exciting si le!"
STUPID SHIT. this is probably the greatest joke on earth.
agm yesterday. what an emo day.. have to thank the juniors for organising the agm so well and the GIFT! haha. i'm so gonna miss playing touch with the wonderful people and as quoted " the clean and hygienic synthetic field" lol.
Monday, July 02, 2007
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
exco interview tmr! can u believe it?!? AGM's on this saturday.. mixed feelings man. i am looking forward to it cos hocus pocus can play together again but at the same time, i cannot believe that we're going to hand down our roles and duties already. AHHHH! how i missed the 1 1/2 years we spent, it has gone past so quickly! =(
was doing my maths retest outside the staff room on monday and i overheard a conversation going on b/w a student and teacher. the j2 was complaining of how much time we've left to A' lvl and how stressed she was, emphasizing on "there are only 80++ days to prelims and 160++ days to A'lvl"
wah, stupid shittttttttttttttttt.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
seriously, everything seems alright. i wonder why i'm worrying so much.
anyway, mugging's killing me and i think i'm prolly gonna screw up mid years again. man, this hafta be the last time. prelims and A's will be better!
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
Friday, June 08, 2007
belated birthday dinner with family ytd, at vivo's marche. great time spent..
birthday was fun, had 3 cakes. damn, i can feel the fats emerging. eh.. emerging? HAHA. a big thank you to fiona, qianshan, the cls guys, asrah, raf and hocus pocus for celebrating my bdae with me! =)
p.s. mugging is bad for health. =(
Friday, June 08, 2007
Sunday, June 03, 2007
ntu touch '07 ytd! came in as cup runners up for u-20 girls! lost to LFS 3-2 in the cup finals.. haha! damn. so close.. but its ok cos we had so much fun!!
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Friday, June 01, 2007
i think i'm still gonna emo for quite awhile, i still can't get over it. DAMN!
i guess a few years down the road, when i think about touch rugby, i wouldn't be crying because we didn't get the cup. instead it will be because i miss all the wonderful people i've meet in these 2 years. ( ie the team, coach and Su)
Friday, June 01, 2007
Thursday, May 31, 2007
i'm not good at words, all i can say is, i love everyone of you in the team.
one less person, the team wouldn't have been complete and we might not have came so far. though we did not meet our aim of getting the cup champions, at least our hard work pumped in for the past one and a half years did pay off in one way or another. how much we had grown mentally and in terms of maturity and how much we improved in terms of skills and communication. (tsk, there should be an award for the most improved team! =p) all the fun (and not so fun aka times mocking me) times we've shared together would always be in my mind! to a big thank you to the wonderful seniors, su, limin, janet, leann, huishan and mas for helping us out and pushing us on. and most importantly, thank you kehui for being such a inspiring and motivating role model, i will miss your shoutings, scoldings, random wahpiang ehhs and knns.
moved on to the cup semi finals, played against njc, lost 3-2.
at least we were top in the group games and had no tries scold against us. and we're logically top4!
move on, hocus pocus! let's study hard and conquer the alevels, like how we conquered all the physical trainings! (HAHAHA) and move on to study in the respective courses in the arts faculty in university. dropping by daily to meet roxane and tzeling (our future engineers) for lunch in the campus! HAHAHAHA. i can't wait. =)
Thursday, May 31, 2007
Saturday, May 26, 2007
4 more days to the big day! and one last training on monday. let's win it and give this long journey a glamourous ending!
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
quote of the year: "analyse until you paralyse"- Ho
ehhh.. i'm so sad now! i'll tell you why ok... i lost my chem worksheets! damn it, should have looked for my paper before passing down. =( =(
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Saturday, May 19, 2007
had training this morning.. it was damn tiring with all the sets of sprints, game situations, ball handling etc but it's gonna be worth it! sheena and su were really nice and kept pushing us on like 'come on, work hard for nationals!' yes, nationals will be on the 30th! 10 more days! =)
after that, went to jec for lunch at pizza hut. haha! as usual, stupid jokes and all. =D they went to watch spiderman3 but me, G and mingee settled on this movie JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG. yes, a malay horror flick. haha! nice experience though. =P
Saturday, May 19, 2007
Sunday, May 13, 2007
final stl match against nanda ytd.. 6-0 to ntu.. thought we could at least keep the scoreline close or something. well, i guess we are quite complacent after doing well for the consecutive matches? its saddening cos we don't even know if there is nationals this year. if there isn't, this would be our last match alr. meaning no chance to prove our capabilities anymore. =( i guess nobody would understand this feeling other than hocus pocus, cos we trained hard and cried tgt.. =(
on a side note, decisions have consequences. i don't wanna regret but i really don't know what's best for me. guess the emo season is back again. sucks....
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Saturday, May 05, 2007
hocus pocus won 6-0 against bucks margarita today! =)) hope our performance will stay this way and not fluctuate again! for me, i played damn badly today. =(
maths and econs tests on monday! kill me ok, i have not study for any of them.. =/ can someone teach me how to be able to stay up late? i'm like a pig la, everyday sleep at 11pm and cannot finish my work!!!! cant stand myself. =(
ok.. some random pics that we took today. (copied from nicole's blog!)
Saturday, May 05, 2007
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
had a rockin' good time with my family today! i love them! =)
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Saturday, April 28, 2007
haha! just when i was dreaming of wanting to play contact rugby and being a forward, this no.18 broke her tooth because of rugby. HAHA. must be enjoying her karma now.
anyway, nice game against blacks today! =) 3-2! didnt lose too badly, considering that they are top on the table.. and they're a nice bunch! =D
oh ya.. i played today! =) no.18's team physio helped me tape up! so kind of him, not like the team.. >,<
Saturday, April 28, 2007
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
ok, i sprained my right ankle for the THIRD time alr. goodgood.. proves how fat i am.. =(
anyway, i was quite pissed off with myself! how can i sprain it just like that, its not even during training or whatever.. =( and i'd injure myself before any important match or when i'm determined to play well! like the other time, i sprained my ankle just before LFS finals and now, i can't play the match against balcks(rj) this sat.. WAT THE!!!!!!! deja vu.
and i really really hope this kinda mishap wouldnt happen to me again, like before nationals or something. i will just cry to death if it does!
i wanna play on sat!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP ME! =( =(
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
Sunday, April 22, 2007
had a great game against ofs yesterday.. 7-1!! hocus pocus played as a team and the ofs players are a nice bunch of peeps! i'm sure we'll achieve our aim during nationals! 6 more weeks! WORK HARD! =D
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Friday, April 20, 2007
please take a look at linin's blog!
Friday, April 20, 2007
Sunday, April 15, 2007
arghhh! tca and chem test this coming week. i'm drained and somehow i feel that my chem result is gonna take a dip again. HELP! =(
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Saturday, April 14, 2007
can everyone stop setting their blogs for private reading only?!?! i have lesser and lesser blogs to read!!!!! =(
i've got a lot to say but don't know how to put it... =(
anyway, i got grade B for pw!! i was only hoping for a D or C! thank God for that! though i'm no longer in FCBC but i do not deny His presence (like what i told daniel..)
anyway, something really really cute! =)
oh ya, did i mention i really really like the new avril?! i think she's so much better off the way she is now compared to the old emo her in the past.. HAHA, rafi and qianshan are getting sick and tired of my random 'hey hey you you' and 'she's like so whatever' HAHA! go avril! =D
Saturday, April 14, 2007
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
wah, i cannot stand it already ok. the pot is calling the kettle black. view the tagboard on nicole's blog, i want to faint already.
anyway, in response to my "twin's" blog, i hope things will work out but it's hard to make the first step. =(((((( we are the emo kids. HAHA...
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
i miss them a lot but i really do not know how to go back and face them. i tried but i failed.
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
Saturday, March 31, 2007
some shitty stuff that my group drew for gp lesson. HAHA.
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Thursday, March 29, 2007
i hate myself. i see myself as a gigantic piece of fats trying to move around. I'M FAT. slow, stupid, clumsy, ugly. aiya, everything negative la.
shit that feeling. GRRRRRRRRRRRR. i hate life.
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Saturday, March 24, 2007
i'm sad but i've gotta move on. :(
my studies in a mess right now. man, i gotta buck up! maybe i shouldn't be blogging and coming online too often. though i passed all my subjects in test 2 but i still failed to pass overall. seriously, what am i thinking?? not doing well for everything! why am i on earth for?? a good-for-nothing. wth.
on a lighter note, i bought my havaianas sandals with ruth today! its pretty turquoise in colour! :) yayy.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
Saturday, March 17, 2007
5-2 against bucks today, our first win in summer touch league and my first try in STL too. haha, my swerving gave me a little advantage, like finally. =)
oh ya, siying ( touch junior) came to watch our match today. haha! i think we were quite bad to her, ask her to carry our valuables around. well, she's my boonlay junior and she kept reminding me of how her x-country thrashed netball in netball a few years ago. WAT THE HECK. i kinda miss boonlay netball though, how we stuck together though we had no coach for a year or so.
well, it reminded me to be grateful. thank god for kehui, for being such a commited coach! and of cos the teacher i/cs( ms chng and ms yew) who would go all out to fight for our 'rights'! =)
wah, emo post. LOL.
Saturday, March 17, 2007
Friday, March 16, 2007
<-- emo pig!
dearest baby did something stupid today! she threw her toy bone outta the window. and started her endless whining.. HAHA. asinine!
Friday, March 16, 2007
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
had a productive day at the library today with tzeling! and we bumped into nicole too! haha.. my legs are like aching after the stupid 'luncheon meat' exercise ytd. and gee, there'll be trng tmr morning again! haha. rockin' good time.
ok, i'll miss _____________! (fill in the blank man, no hints. =/)
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Sunday, March 11, 2007
anyone has the book grotesque by natsuo kirino?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??! =(
anyway, went to NUS open house with nicole today. saw quite a few j2s. but all of them are arts ppl, i wonder why. haha!
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Saturday, March 10, 2007
today's summer touch league! we lost 5-3 to bedok kings but GOOD JOB HOCUS POCUS!
there was this instance that i swerved pass a woman (because she has wrinkles =P), and ran into the ref's gap. and all i was thinking is to run faster and dive b4 the tryline. BUT angmos have long everything (legs, hand, body etc) SO she pounced and touched (or rather pushed) me and sent me flying 2m, landing in the try box. OF COURSE the ball flew outta my hand and i tumbled. HAHA. the feeling suck ok. i breathed so hard that i thought i was gonna die. SERIOUSLY.
anyway, went shopping at town with nicole just now! cya Café Del Mar on my birthday! =D
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Friday, March 09, 2007
The long awaited holidays are here! BUT poor no-life Jc students always do not get to enjoy the real joy of holidays. piles of homework waiting for us. TSK.
watched MUSIC AND LYRICS with wenlin and huiqi today! i think its worth the money cos hugh grant is the male lead? ok ok, also because of the nice song and plot. haha. love CAN be beautiful. and i wanna catch so many more movies during the holidays.. money money come to mummy!
Friday, March 09, 2007
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
IT'S NOT TRUE THAT THE CUT OFF FOR ARTS IS 13 AND 14 FOR SCIENCE! IT CAN'T BE! opps. and bcos of this, i sense that there's gonna be a science-arts debate during training again. =P
anyway, the maths HOD decided to give us a 'motivational talk' today. and i guess it is gonna have an effect on me.. yea man, S to an A. haha! i'm gonna be a history maker baby! =/
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Friday, March 02, 2007
i've already accepted the fact that i've done badly for my chinese and probably pw too. i got a C, first time in my life that i scored so badly for MT. while, not gonna retake it anyway. but i still feel sad, cos i put in effort already. ok, maybe i thought i did but it's just not enough?? well, i guess sometimes you just don't reap the fruits of your labour. probably it's already rotten, that's why. ok, i don't know what i'm typing. random lame-ness. =(
ANYWAY, enjoy! J TO THE T! =D HE'S THE MAN! it's his performance at the VS fashion show btw.
Friday, March 02, 2007
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
if i pass my econs DOY test, i will treat everyone who reads this a million hotdogs.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Sunday, February 25, 2007
I HATE FREAKING CHAO AH BENGS AND 'MINIMARTS'! THEY CAN ALL POOP INTO EACH OTHERS' MOUTH AND CHOKE TO DEATH! SICKENING ARSES.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Thursday, February 22, 2007
i swear today's like the suck-iest day of my life.. cos i skipped pc and got caught by ms chu.. sucks! she looked through my attendance for the year and wants me to do make up for all the lessons i've skipped. thats like approx. 12 lessons?!?! crap!
pc is like the most unproductive lessons out of all! it does not make you lose weight, they make you do unglam exercises etc. so why place so much importance on it?!?!?!?!?!?!?! close down la, stupid college.
Thursday, February 22, 2007
Friday, February 16, 2007
sometimes i just wished that i would have the courage to confess. but i guess, as you grow older, you will lose the courage as you will tend to take many considerations into mind before doing something. i just wanna be a young kid! :(
anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL! :) esp. HOCUS POCUS!
get lotsa angbos and enjoy the good food man! (and for yanping, thanks for being so anti-climax.. lol! what get angbo money to pay touch fund. haha! sucker. :P)
Friday, February 16, 2007
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
haha, i'm like totally in love with this song now! =)
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Monday, February 05, 2007
sg won thai! yayy! lionel's like the hottest guy in town. *drools. =P
anyway, this post is gonna be like super random.
day before love fiesta, me and rachel got really crazy and crappy while baking the cookies overnight at her place. we started talking in weird accents and had a great fun mocking at zeena. she din sleep a bit, luckily i managed to sleep for 1hour.
love fiesta rocked cos our e-stall earned $1010. (ok, i'm superficial) it was a miracle that our food store earned $400 though the cookies were really digusting.
after love fiesta, went to marina bay for steamboat! yayy! i love my live prawns.. =D
ok, end of post. BYEBYE.
Monday, February 05, 2007
Sunday, January 21, 2007
damn. i think all the ipods i own will suffer the same fate. they are always disfigured by the carpark flooring! grr.. i dropped my less then 1month old nano todae! permanent damage.
anyway, yesterday when i was on 243 i saw this project superstar guy. im not a big fan of project superstar. but i rmb my mum mocking at him! haha. then guess wat, he sat beside me on the mrt. LOL. and i think he lives around my estate. HAHA
out of point. oh ya, ytd we had cip at st joseph's home. the elderlys are generally quite nice ppl, esp auntie anna. she smiles all the time and she told me loads of stuffs like last time she used to be an athlete and all. well, but the external volunteers esp the i/c pissed me off. cos carrie came to join us for the debrief after feeding an elderly so me and kt was like talking and joking with her. and that i/c somehow 'reprimanded' us, she said " the jj students u guys have somthg to share? seems like u guys have a lot to talk to among urselves" whatever.
after cip, we went to jayne house for class outing. HAHA. mahjong, ahkow, isymphonic osim massage chair, white chicks, pizza. fun time! though i din play mahjong, afraid that i will not leave after i start playing. haha!
met up with sit after that, haha! ok. he drives, damn cool. watched gridiron gang! its a damn inspiring show. =) the show ended late and vivo was super empty. best thing was we forgot where we parked the car and vivo has 3 carparks. HAHA. found it at last but it was too late and we had to abolish the plan, which is to find an empty carpark for me to try driving. sian! nxt time i will do it. soon.
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Friday, January 19, 2007
*frantically calls for pest control. (since there's termites crawling, according to linin. haha!)
i have to claim that i did not abandon my blog! anyway, i had a crazy day! i think im going to fail my chem test, organic chem, to be specific. I ALMOST DIED IN LT5! i actually forgotten most of the equations AGAIN. the feeling sucked.
after school helped rafidah and fiona do their detention/maintenance duty, kt qs tricia and the rest came to help too. picked 1kg of bamboo leaves/stones/ insects/ roots and all other weird things u can find in jj. it was disgusting cos there was gigantic and fugly looking spiders crawling on the branches of the bamboo plants. GOSH. i swear my hands were itching. YUCK. i think they grew bamboo plants in jj so that they have something for us to do as detention.
then zw,kt, raf, qs and me went to play vball/ hockey/ soccer/ snap/ daidee /some random games we are supposed to play for tmr's cip. something interesting happened ok! we were playing hockey and stupid kt gave a dumb pass and the ball went flying towards the field. AND AND AND he picked it up for me! hahaha. ok this is enough to give me a week of good dreams!
Friday, January 19, 2007
Friday, January 12, 2007
i don't want you back.
Friday, January 12, 2007
Monday, January 08, 2007
here to update! like finally.. HAHA. and i'm supposed to move on to a paragraph, instead of the usual few words update. pretty difficult for me you know!
school life has been pretty monotonous, homeworks' been rolling in since the first lesson started. i'm dreading school cos my lessons still ends exceptionally late. arghhh! i have like an average of 2-3 hours of break everyday! totally unnecessary! >,< but i'm thankful that there were some changes to my subject tutors! we've got like scary teachers alr, except for LLL. rahh! i don't really like her. =(
is that one paragraph alr? HAHA.
Monday, January 08, 2007
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
a brand new year! 2007- a year of victory!
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Thursday, December 21, 2006
4e5 class gathering today! =D =D =Dthat's only 1/3 of the class. nevertheless, WE HAD FUN! the guys, going for NS in around 1 or 2 years' time. HAHA ms wong was back from hawaii, and she came by to drop us a surprise visit with baby jonathan! =) and tsk tsk, even our future kindergarden teacher, denise can't handle him. =/ went tennis after that. and man, i suck at it!
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
i'm back from the wedding! HAHA. i will upload the pictures after i PHOTOSHOPPED them, cos' i look horrendous in the make up.. =D
and i gained 2kg after these few days due to excessive input, all thanks to my grandfather! HAHA. his handmade noodles is my all-time fave! =) well, training starts tmr on friday, i hope i can survive through, cos' i've extra fats to carry now. =P but still i'm looking forward.. SO PLS DON'T RAIN!
i wanna play mahjong!! random.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
you know, i can be a real bitch if i want to.
BASKET, grrr.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
despite a busy week, i met up with nicholas for some catching up today. while it's always good to meet old friends and have a talk.. had a great time! tomorrow's the day before sis's wedding..! man, my house is in a huge mess now and poor me hafta help clean up! sob sob!
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Saturday, December 09, 2006
went shopping with mum and steph's family at ikea and town today. saw quite a few jj ppl working in town, felt so bad la! cos i feel like i am leeching on my mum.. HAHA. but cant blame me, holidays are too short..! i "promise" i will get a job next holiday. (provided that i can find a good one which is almost impossible.)
anyway, while shopping, got a call from nicholas who's studying in perth. he's coming reaching sg today and he said he saw a lot of jjc ppl (no, he said your school ppl.) at the airport. HAHA. ouap ppl? but its quite funny la, as in the way he told me.
FINALLY FINALLY bought my armchair from ikea! YAYY. i had a hard time fixing it, took like 1hour plus! phewww.
that's my new armchair. I'M SORRY BUT I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO ROTATE THE PHOTO.=/
'SUPPOSED' to be my slacking corner, but it looks more like a rubbish dump.
i do not look like ql.
the sexist ikea guide, featuring a man fixing the furniture. GIRLS CAN DO IT TOO. I DID IT! LOL.
anyway, uncle hichew asked me not to use capital letters! cos apparently he SAID he'll be scared if i do so cos he might think i'm angry. so how about this -->LOL, I AM REALLY NOT ANGRY
Saturday, December 09, 2006
Friday, December 08, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIJUN! =)
today was sentosa day with nicole, ttl and huijun. finally got rid of the ugly tan lines! YAY. AND AND AND, i finally learnt how to play bridge and i won for a couple of times! hehe! ok, i shall go and help my mum clean up the house. =/
Friday, December 08, 2006
Thursday, December 07, 2006
chalet was a blast. dragonboat-ing rock-ed. xbox rock-ed. the peeps rock-ed. more pics at nicole's blog. =)
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Saturday, December 02, 2006
we won the plate championship! as i said i didn't play today due to my stupid injury. BUT, after today's games i'm more determined to play well in the upcoming comp, which is the summer touch. (it blardy costs us 50bucks per player la! LOL!) =P
anyways, excited about touch chalet! =D
and stop asking me who he is..! LOL. >,< he's just my ec..?
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Thursday, November 30, 2006
i so do not wish to see him with a j1 girl next year! =(
HAHA. ignore me.
anyway, DEC WILL BE A BUSY MONTH FOR ME. =) and i'm loving it( sounds familar? =P lift the ban?!) cos 4-6 dec will be touch's chalet, 8th will be a special training, 14th will be my sis's wedding, 15-17th my family will be gg to msia to hold another dinner there! so yea.. a break before school starts again, and having everybody starting to slog for the big A's.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
COLOURGENICS PROFILE
You are in a state of constant expectation and want interesting and exciting things to happen to you. But in fact, you are a 'Walter Mitty' at times - a dreamer - over-imaginative and often given to fantasy or day-dreaming. There is nothing wrong in 'dreaming' - how boring life would be if one just followed the doctrines of everyday life - but one must not continue leading a life of continuous fantasy. You need to face reality in spite of all its possible shortcomings.
Always anxious to accept the role of the leader, as indeed you often work well with people - but try to stay out of the limelight. You'd like a life of ease with no one to rock the boat and someone who understands you is so important in your life.
You wear your heart on your sleeve and since you are an emotional person you are apt to give your all - heart and soul - to all those that show you a little affection; but take care - it would appear that you have been extremely hurt in the past and you keep leaving yourself wide open for punishment.
From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.
You don't like conflict and you endeavour to avoid criticism. You want to do your own thing and to be able to decide what is right for you. You have considerable personable charm - and this is used with considerable effect on those that keep your company.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
and just when i'm determined to play well and give my 101% for the finals this coming saturday.
I SPRAINED MY ANKLE!
i swear someone hates me and has been cursing me. crippled me can only be the cameraman this saturday. I'M DEPRESSED. =(
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Sunday, November 26, 2006
HAHA. who cares about the freaking injury! gonna play twice as hard this coming sat!
anyway, i hate that freaking woman. SHUT UP FOR ONCE, won't you?
Sunday, November 26, 2006
Saturday, November 25, 2006
the pain has worsened. =( i think i will be plagued with this injury forever. =( AHHHH!
Saturday, November 25, 2006
Friday, November 24, 2006
results for match against UWC seniors is 2-2, and a walkover for us against RP.
actually, i shared the same sentiments as huijun, and felt that a 4-0 was possible, their 3-men drive sucked, they had no dummy breakthroughs, there was no individual skills from them. and the 2 tries they scored was bcos of our defence. AHHHH! =(
anyway, next saturday is the LFS finals. hope we're qualified for cup or plate finals with our 2 wins and 2 draws. play with confidence!
psst, mum is pretty upset with me cos i played today. =(
Friday, November 24, 2006
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
i'm sad. went to the sinseh today, and he said i twisted my back. he went to rub and all and i screamed la! LOL. so i had to sit out for training today with ashley (who has a sprained ankle) so bored! felt so useless and helpless.. and the worst thing was, i can't play the two matches on friday ( against UWC seniors and RP) cos the doc say i have to refrained from all exercises. CAN U JUST KILL ME? =(
anyway, came home and my family went to ikea to eat meatballs and to buy a new cupboard for my room, since my shelve collapse after i overloaded it with retarded jj notes. had fun! yayy! most importantly, i got the wardrobe that i want! and i'm gonna change my curtains into polka dots one! =D
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Monday, November 20, 2006
today's match against rp was cancelled. actually i was quite relieved cos many of us are injured.. HAHA. we have 3 old women with back injuries, 3 with thigh injuries and 1 sprained ankle, that's like 3/4 of the team. HAHA. mum's bringing me to sinseh tmr for acupuncture session. pain!
anyway, was walking in junction 8 and huijun pointed this to me.
that doraemon thing look like my baby meh?? LOL. the only similarity is their curly white fur though. =P
anyway, i'm kind of annoyed. is it so difficult to accept a person? =(
Monday, November 20, 2006
Sunday, November 19, 2006
AHHH! damn nervous. =( i don't like this feeling..!
anyway, congrats to godfrey, zhejun and guannan, they finished their major exams! =)
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Friday, November 17, 2006
phew! finally..
it was an easy one, but still no confidence in passing. GOSH. when me and rachel was on the way to the busstop, we saw this guy peeing at an open area.. LIKE WTH. go home and pee la!
having trng later, bring long towel for wat? =/
Friday, November 17, 2006
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
i just needed 1% to save all these agony! come to think of it, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! (shouting my lungs out.)
gosh, just pray for me on the 17th Nov, i'm believing i can make it though..! =(
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
WOOHOO! today's been the day eversince PW actually started. don't ever need to tolerate with MUL3 anymore..! HAHA. anyway, i was like "hurrying" ( it's actually scolding) mul3 to faster write the page numbers so that we can go and eat and to watch step up. mark said that this guy was like staring at me cos i was like keep scolding mul3.. BUT HE'S IRRITATING WAT! aiya, i swear that that guy hates me la! =/
STEP UP! it's super nice! the male lead, tyler is damn cute! MUST WATCH!
this is a random post. BAHHH. bye.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
today was match against UWC juniors (united world college), and we won 3-2!
damn, the 3-2 curse! HAHA.
anyways, it was supposed to be like 4-2?! mingee was NOT the dummy half, u busok ref! i passed out to her.. grr! angry angry angry! >,<
had my op today btw. the presentation part was still alright, until the Q&A part. AHHH! i stoned for like freaking 20 sec pls! GOODNESS. TELL ME WHATS FRIGGIN' SURPRISING ABOUT THE PROJECT LA! GRRR. >,<
off i go. BYE
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
yesterday was match against Sg American Sch (SAS) and we won 3-2! =) =) =) we were super happy and went to sakae sushi for dinner! =D
today went to sch for OP.. as usual ah liong gave useless comments.. tsk tsk. checked out the date for re exam alr, its on 17th.. =( i have not start studying and i think i better start soon, or else... *sighs. ITS HOLIDAYS AND I'M STILL MUGGING. super sad. =( =( =(
anyways, we had a pw outing today! whole group went except MUL3, he went MIA straight after the OP rehersal la..! HAHA. anyway, we went to watch DOA, its a stupid show without a storyline. CRAP. it's more like a comedy to me and qs.. laughing all the way lo.. =D
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
Sunday, November 05, 2006
today's mum's birthday.
so we went to this place to eat. OH, they serve good BUT expensive food. it's situated bside the new holding school for RV, at telok blangah road.
after that went vivo with family and landed at home to slack for the rest of the day. ANYWAY, i swear my sis is crazy over GOONG! she actually got her student to burn a disc of goong's soundtracks la! OMG.
btw, ytd was amanda's birthday party at heritage view condo. we had a poolside party! =) had flu and after swimming i recovered alr! miraculous! =D the cheesecake amanda made was delicious la! who cares whether its fattening, i had a 2nd piece! =P and after the bbq, we decided its too early to go home so we went to holland V to have a drink, they had ice cream and i had caramel latte.. i wanna stay near holland V when i grow up! =))
super random, but i dun feel like blogging alr. BYEBYE
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Saturday, November 04, 2006
I saw his friendster photos, i guess a part of my heart will still be with him although it's been two long years. he's free in neverland, spending time at romantic places with his loved one. I really hope he's doing ok. =( on a lighter note :we had match at LFS today! all the hard work we've put in are finally showing some results! 3-2! anyway, sorry thiha! =( and yea, a funny photo! guess who's that eating the spider? and if u have perfect eyesight, its me and ttl in the reflection. =))
BYEBYE.
Saturday, November 04, 2006
Monday, October 30, 2006
have been slacking at home today.. watched goong! =) did i&r etc etc. BORING`
LFS and chinese a lvl examinations is on this friday. i've not touched my chinese at all, so damn screwed la! aiming for at least a B3, but after seeing how many countless chinese words i've forgotten, i think it is an unrealistic aim. i think i'm wasting my time in school for this entire year. =(
sighs.
anyway, ytd my mum had this singing performance at the CDANS country club and she had extra tickets so i asked liling along. the dinner was OK, except that i still cannot figure out.. ehhh whether this is a cockroach leg?? (points down)
HAHA. i found it in the cereal prawn dish. DAMN GROSS.
and that's me and liling. =)
BYEBYE.
Monday, October 30, 2006
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Never paint your nails orange! It looks horrendous. I tried and removed it almost instantly. HAHA.
Next friday's A level chinese and LFS competition, i think i'm so damn dead and my priorities are so messed up. Cos i'm more anxious for the LFS..
AHHH! i think i'm so dead la.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
Friday, October 27, 2006
i'm pretty upset ytd.
first, i received the news that i hafta take the re examination. well, blame it on my endless procrastination since the start of school term.
second, there was a huge terrible misunderstanding caused by miscommunication leading to unhappiness for both me, yp and both our CTs. i understand that everyone is terribly desperate to know abot the results BUT what i did was meant to be of good will but it turned out to be bad. sorry to yanping and ms liong and ms chew.
third, i found out that the touch team is not going to the malaysia overseas trip. terribly disappointed because i gave up going to economics OUAP to xi an because there was supposed to be SRU competitions. mr ho approved my OUAP form and all, and i backed out the last minute. and we just received the news that we're not going SRU comp. and now that is not even an overseas trip for us, and i've been like looking forward to this trip. =( totally..
fourth, ms liong wrote me a card. saying that she might not teach us next year. i gotta admit i was terribly upset cos i didn't know she's so kind hearted and the whole class have been making fun of her since year start. Now that she's not gonna teach us, we are not gotta get away so easily for not handing in tutorials, skipping school and lessons. GOOD BYE TO THE GOOD OLD DAYS.
all in all, i had a bad day. ='(
Friday, October 27, 2006
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Last saturday was fun, a day to relax after the tensed LFS grading game. mingee, ttl and yanping came over to my place and we watched ' i know what you did last summer' gruesome! mingee literally punched my back when the fisherman hooked colby's throat. PAIN ARHHH! I DUNNO WHY, but the usual shy baby was scared of ttl! HAHA. it was damn funny. yp left halfway, leaving me with the big bullies, ttl and mingee. crap! they chased me ard my house, snapping unglam photos of me, and locked me outta my room! grr!
anyways, i think ql's crazy.. she's been like thinking of stupid things abt ^ ^, which would never happen. while if only it's made possible, she'll be jumping with joy!(don't understand? it's ok. i bet i'm the only one who knows what i'm talking about.)
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
sometimes, i just wished i could be smarter, be faster, be less clumsy etc.
it's damn demoralising to keep trying and trying but nothing is achieved no matter how hard or how many times u've tried. maybe i'm just not good enough for it, i know it would be damn irresponsible for me to quit halfway through, and i wouldn't do so because i don't want to be called a loser. but just for this passion, i have forgone so many things already. it's pointless to list them all out here because i know decisions have consequences and since i've chosen to be committed, there's nth much to be done now.
actually i'm just disappointed with myself, and having this 'oh-so-singaporean' mentality that why others can do it and i can't. i feel so terrible and incompetent. maybe i shouldn't be pushing myself too hard since it's almost impossible that i can perform as well as the others. cos everytime i fall, i would feel so ashamed of myself and it's so friggin' difficult to pick myself up everytime it happens.
maybe, it's just not meant to be.
=(
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Sunday, October 15, 2006
i'm burnt.
cos we went sentosa again today. it was kinda fun except that i was hit right into my face by a vball that bounced off a stupid coconut tree. i swear i look damn retarded. GRR.
i haven't been blogging cos i think no one really reads my blog anyway.
things have been happening quite fast for these 2 months.
firstly, promos ended and my post promo activities within a week cost me a whopping $150. all spent on food and clothes. i must be too stress due to the promos. thus, RETAIL THERAPY!
then, very quickly i got back my promos results. what the heck. i only passed one H2 and that is economics when i spent like almost all my mugging sessions on chemistry! i still failed badly. hmm.. and only 2 pass in my class. well.. thanks ah liong for being such a WONDERFUL chemistry tutor. -.- maths was totally a FLOP. stupid reasons u ppl give for setting such a hard paper! passed all my other H1, but what the hell. there's no use passing all when i only need 2 to promote. ANYWAYS, the bottomline is that i have to resit for one H2 paper in order to promote, if i fail it then see me next year at JJ orientation again. >,<
trainings resumed right after promos. HAZE suck! anyway, was quite happy that almost everyone is on FIRE. especially mingee and yanping! woohoo! as for me, as usual the big fat elephant who can't run fast. RAHHH! and we are in the LFS competition, its like a whole season kind of competition. and the teams participating are mostly from international schools, hmm.. tmr is like the grading day, and thanks la! my muscles are aching like crap now.. deep heat rub! the best part abt the LFS games is that we get to leave school early cos its at angmokio. hmm, that means i'll prolly gonna miss most of HKM's remedial! HAHA. GREAT. and that means tuesdays will be a zombie day.. COOL. anyways, first match will be against TTS. HAHA. let's be on fire man!
Sunday, October 15, 2006
Friday, September 22, 2006
wth wth wth wth wth.
just 3 more days to promotional exams!
good luck to all! hope i'll be able to see you guys next year. shitty feeling that im gonna get retained.
Friday, September 22, 2006
Sunday, September 17, 2006
a photo to show that i'm still alive. HAHA. i think the size of my head's improportionate with my body. sheesh-
Sunday, September 17, 2006
Friday, September 01, 2006
F R E E Written by Corrinne May Ying FooCopyright 2004, Corrmay Gourmet Music (ASCAP)
I see the morning glory It winds upon the treeI t tells the untold story of how things were meant to be You saw the universe Caught up in desperate dreams You came and changed the ending Changed it to save my fate You led the revolution You left your legacy Embraced the struggle in the face of mortality I know I'm not alone in this
Help me believe I can be free I can be free from this place Beautiful healer Beautiful grace Help me to see Everything fall into place Wake me from dreaming No more deceiving Break these chains
It's still the same old story This great divide Between the want and wast eAnd all the hunger inside I heard the news today Now I'm trying to find my place I'm just a single voice What can I do to erase
All this misunderstanding All this anarchy Six degrees of separation Sometimes it's so hard to see That we are not alone in this I need to believe
I can be free I can be free from this place Beautiful healer Beautiful grace Help me to see Everything fall into place Wake me from dreaming No more deceiving Break these chains
Friday, September 01, 2006
Sunday, August 27, 2006
ql is so oblivious to her surrounding, she doesn't exactly know what is happening around her. HAHA. congrats. -.-
but talking to uncle hi chew makes her beam, and the thought of the touch shirt running into her hands makes her jump! =D pw group meetings made her laughed too, because mul3 sang huo yuan jia live at her house and she got the chance to lock qs in her house. HAHA.
life's so exciting but yet not so exciting. irony. that sounded so much like Jason Mraz's life is wonderful, it takes a hen to make an egg and a hen to make an egg. like what the hell.. LOL.
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Saturday, August 26, 2006
DIANA KRALL! JAZZ.
It's like finally a FRIDAY, it is supposed to be like the day to relax.. Well, how i wish i could do so, I'm sick of "mugging"(if you would call term that as mugging)
Saturday, August 26, 2006
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Baby has been giving us attitude ever since we brought her to mount pleasant yesterday to take out her bandage and feeding tube. She had a chest operation last week to take out the fish hook she swallowed while on a fishing trip with my sister. Yes, so after that she's been whining, crying and ignoring us when we call her. Tsk tsk, even dogs give attitude and throw tantrum nowadays, less to say human beings.
Sunday, August 20, 2006
Friday, August 18, 2006
one passes to two, two passes to three. three dumps. three runs to position 1, two runs around the dumped ball and returns to position 2, three runs to the dumped ball, picks it up and GO. passes to two again, two passes to three again. did this for thousands of times thereafter. it seems like it was never gonna stop.
BROWN! NO LA I AM NOT OBSESSED. (: life's still been pretty much a routine. training, study, people watching and occasionally some basketballing in the arcade. though it's boring but it's too late to regret anyway. though life's boring, JJ teachers never fails to 'bright up' my day by making silly pronunciation mistakes and cracking stupid jokes.
oh ya.. my classmate, jayne is one of the finalists for miss seventeen, vote for her! S2! (:
Friday, August 18, 2006
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
todae was jjc's sports carnival, i didn't really enjoy it. really miss blss events! miss doing official duties for school events.. the feeling is just different la.. =/ yea.. as usual, my house got first. =P and yes, new discovery! MS LIONG CAN RUN VERY FAST. i'm stunned.
after that went to leslie's house to make the farewell card for ms grace, she's leaving for US on thursday and tmr is the last day we can meet her.. i swear leslie's hair colour is getting weird, what is he thinking abt man! -.-
I NEED TO GO SHOPPING! i need new bag, a pullover, a new pair of jeans.. AHH! but my bank acc balance doesn't allow me to do so, and i don't know why i'm broke at the beginning of the month.
ok.. going to play with my baby... she's barking. TATA
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
the terror is finally over! CTs.. poof... finished in just 2 days! hahas..
crap, i hope the suspending of trainings won't happen cos i thk i will fail all my subjects. >,< i regretted not starting early on my revision.. it won't happen anymore cos i have decided to mug everyday after school frm nxt week on for the BIG promos coming in a month's time?! ... hope the revision thing works out and i won't end up toking in sch.. hahas!
right after geog test todae, i went to redhill to cut my hair.. i waited like 2 weeks for this day.. hahas.. but i thk i look weird now.. my fringe is darn short and i dun thk i will go and wax my hair like the stylist did. im jus plain lazy la..! =P
so looking forward to sentosa trip this sat with nicole and the rest.. time to relax man.. before i start fighting for another 'battle'.. crap!
ehh.. where's brownie? =P
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Saturday, July 29, 2006
our first nationals, the seniors' last nationals. BUT they are the plate champs! =D
Saturday, July 29, 2006
this is my dearest baby. and yes.. her name's BABY! :)
that's only 1/3 of the class. nevertheless, WE HAD FUN!
the guys, going for NS in around 1 or 2 years' time. HAHA
ms wong was back from hawaii, and she came by to drop us a surprise visit with baby jonathan! =)
and tsk tsk, even our future kindergarden teacher, denise can't handle him. =/
went tennis after that. and man, i suck at it!
ted this to me. 
wn)
